al-fatihah ~tribute to the pple i loved... forever

hurmm...
ttiba tertengok calendar, today is 21st february 2008 & it is 17th years after arwah maktok passed away...

masa tu, i am 10 yrs old. maktok is abah's mother. she is the one who is very close to me selain mama & abah. mama cerita dulu, dia start taking care of me since i was 3 months. mama & abah masa tu mengajar di sekolah yg sama - sek men gurun. sampai la nk masuk taski, maktok dah tak jaga lagi. tu pun setiap kali demam & mama akan hntr me to maktok's house...

ingt lagi tahun 1988, me, mama abah & wan (grandfather) dapat pegi haji. maktok supposed to ikut skali tapi she refused. dia kata dia dh tua sgt... me were so sad. maktok nk bagi duit belanja kt sana rm200 & i dun want to take it sb maktok x ikut.abah marah... dia kata sian maktok berhajat nk bagi kt huda... so alas i take it...

masa we went for haji, maktok sakit...ttiba dia stroke & mata dia tak nampak. puas berdoa kat kaabah biar maktok baik sakit... bila balik tengok maktok macam tu, sedih sgt².... huda nangis je. start tu abah xpenat² bawak maktok sana sini berubat,berurut. last pegi kat tabib cina kat kepala batas, penang tapi her condition ttp sama. sepanjang maktok sakit, makchaq amik dok dgn dia kat batu 4,alor star supaya senang nk jaga...

a week before 'the day' mase weekend, nk balik ke rumah salam maktok... dia nangis when hugging me. dia kata nape nk balik, dh tak sayang maktok ke.huda cakap sayang, tapi kena sekolah. then on 19th february 1991 mak chaq call abah, ckp maktok teruk... from sekolah terus we went to alor star. huda & kakcik beso gilir² baca yaasin tepi maktok...
20th february sume org cuti... nk monitor condition maktok... & she getting fine... dah bleh cakap & makan...

so, on 21st february sume pegi sekolah balik as usual-me,mama & abah from alor star. xdan abih sekolah cikgu panggil kemas beg & balik... abah mama amik sb maktok dh takde! ya Allah!! gelap dunia.... sedihnya ya Allah tak tergambar kan dgn kata²... terasa sgt kehilangan dia.

maktok selamat dikebumikan pada 6.10 ptg, khamis, 21 february 1991 di tanah perkuburan masjid kebun pinang, batu 4 alor star. huda & kakcik ikut abah hantar jenazah smpi ke kubur, talqin & doa sama²...

sampai la skang, pemergian maktok amat dirasai... huda xpenah lupa pd maktok...
dulu dia sorg²... skang ada wan & abah temankan dia kt sana...
huda sayang maktok, wan & abah sgt². semoga roh maktok, wan & abah tenang di sana serta sentiasa dicucuri rahmatNya...

amin.

~alfatihah utk abah, maktok & wan serta saudara² kita yg telah kembali disisiNya.


**tetiba rasa rindu sgt nk ziarah dorg...