dearest mama

Today is Mother's Day! Usually, every Mother's day, I will give mama a present wif a lovely card. If i'm not around wif her, i will make sure that she will get her present on time! but if not, I actually wake up early in the morning and prepare the breakfast, lunch, tea & CAKE! These little details make me so happy!

This year, I'm married and living far away. I guessed it felt so different for mama that decided not to celebrate Mother's Day anymore. She told me just now, "You're not here, so i won't get the cake." That is so sad (T_T)
I wished mama would celebrate, though.

Since I couldn't celebrate with her, I decided to wish Happy Mother's Day to my Mama here.

Mama, I would like to say Thank You. Thank You for being such a loving, wonderful, cute, gullible, funny, understanding, beautiful, lovable Mother to me. I love you with all my heart. I tell you I love you almost everyday but it will never be enough. Thank You for bringing me up to be the person I am now. Thanks to you, I can do everything I'm doing.

Thanks to you, I think I will be able to be a good person, a good wife and hopefully, one day, a good Mother, too. I miss you, our shopping sessions, our arguments... which can be somewhat ugly (I'm really sorry Mama *sobs*), but you always say I'm your "kawan gaduh" or "catfight friend" LOL and it gets lonely when I'm not around anymore. I miss our mother-daughter bonding time and I truly love you, Mama. You are irreplaceable to me.

One day, when I have children of my own, I can only hope that I will be able to bring them up like the way you have brought up me. If I can emulate just a little, I will be ever thankful. So here's to you, Mama. I love you forever and ever!!